Date With The Devil

Setting the mood , creating the perfect date...... yep anything is possible . Zena with a thought in her mind how to make her man smile from the first min of his arrival........ what to do ..what to do...... OH let me think mind goes in to check list mode. Muscles loves his angel , loves his slow dance, loves waterfalls, loves spending time with his lady and just relaxing soooooo the mission is set .

Now for the wardrobe mmmmmm nope not formals tonight lets be different rummaging throw her wardrobe . oh yep yep ..

Then the scene ... I know lets do a search mmmmmmm what for? dunno, lets just try a word and see where it takes me. oh yep yep found it perfect.

Looks at time dam baby due home soon.... oh need to get changed ready tick tock tick time waits for no man.

Ohhhhh you may think I'm totally crazy and yep you will be spot on . But then again this is SL so not crazy just opening up my mind and letting dreams and fantasies run wild.


Fallen angel waits for her Devil prince in a fantastic place, sends a Tp over to him asking him to come and dance with her in a heavenly garden. Wow his beam yep great. Mission accomplished.


I love putting a smile on Muscles face, to feel his mood fly high sends mine off the scale. My mind has been in RL most of the time this week, RL been busy and tiredness set in but muscle always there everyday to make the stress go away and to lift my mood to another height. Friday came RL stress gone, focused on my honey bear and how to thank him for being there when I needed him .

Dancing in my babies arms, best way to start the day

Safe in Muscles arms all calm all relaxed

Angle kissing the Devil filling him full of heaven

Zenas Loves for Muscle

Sometimes at night, when I look to the sky,

I start thinking of you and then ask myself, why?

Why do I love you? I think and smile,

because I know the list could run on for miles.

The whisper of your voice, the warmth of your touch,

so many little things that make me love you so much.

The way you support me, and help with my emotions,

the way that you care and show such devotion.

The way that your kiss, fills me with desire,

and how you hold me with the warmth of a blazing fire.

The way your eyes shine when you look at me,

lost with you forever is where I want to be.

The way that I feel when you're by my side,

a sense of completion and overflowing pride.

The dreams that I dream, that all involve you,

the possibilities I see and the things we can do.

How you finish the puzzle that lies inside my heart,

how that deep in my soul, you are the most important part.

I could go on for days, telling of what I feel,

but all you really must know is my love for you is real.

Emotions

SL emotions can be like a normal sinus rhythm going in to VF (Ventricular fibrillation). One minute hearts normal , maybe moods kind of still but ticking along next minute it plummets in to despair causing heart to go in to a crazy rhythm.Its crazy to think that SL is game. Emotions and feelings play a big part .
Me and Muscle beat as one,sounds crazy but you can really read peoples moods on SL, you feel them ,in the way they talk the words they use just the way they feel towards you. I love muscle with all my heart he is my everything , when he crashes I soon follow. Its a roller coaster in its self, one min mood can be stable, then so fast out of control in to another dimension. Dam before you know it your hearts in your hand feels like it has been ripped out and unsure what to do about it. Your fate lies in the hands of another human and you have no control over the out come , you just have to fasten your seat belts and hang on for the ride.
I have realised that my emotions have no defence, stripped naked by the love and the way I feel .My faces are all gone and he sees the true me,it scares me to think that someone can get so close and make me feel this way.I'm left vulnerable to all types emotional feelings we have for each other, highs are fantastic but lows are the pits of hell.
I'm glad to say we don't have many of these nights, no body's perfect if we all was then the world would be a boring place. Moods and emotions are what make us humans, they build us in to who we are . Shut them off and you just exist let them run there own course and you will have the best ever feelings but the worst ever nightmares.

Business or Fun

To do business or not to do business?....that is the question
When does SL stop being a dream and become part of your working life.Do you want to have a job in SL like RL working to dead lines.
This week Muscle was offered a great thing to buy one of his creations as we are a team both went to have a chit chat with the buyer. He wants to sell Muscles creation in his shop. OH yep sounds wonderful .Having someone like what you have designed is a fantastic feeling. The man was soooo pushy almost desperate to have the design. We said we would think about it and get back to him. Now you would think that the gent would wait for us. Nope he pushed,pushed and pushed ,he knew what he wanted and nothing going to get in his way, au contraire it was our dreams and believes that was to stop him. Why you ask , why we not sell . well here is my answer ......SL is for fun , a dream world where you forget your RL just for a few hours . Building is fun, creating is fun and when we do both together that's me and muscle we love it . We do it at our own pace no rush .when you have to create things on demand with dead lines then it becomes monotonous, enjoyment is taken out and before you know it your SL becomes a second job .
My SL is built around my life with Muscle, we live and breath for each other , we do things together our relationship is the most important thing.We come first and what ever we build or not build will always be at our own speed. We do think to sell maybe in the future , but Rome wasn't built in a day and if it happens well great and if not still great.
That what this man didn't realise , he is on SL to work, which is great every mans journey on SL is different but what does annoy me is the pushing . Not taking No for an answer,not listening to what we was saying .He had a vision and nothing but nothing was going to stop him. I wouldn't have done business with him in the end up as I personally didn't like his attitude .The way I work is push me and my heels dig in and my answer will always be no.

whole new world

"A whole new world A new fantastic point of view No one to tell us no Or where to go Or say we're only dreaming"............ohhhhhhh yep I'm singing .

What can I say Lala land back with a vengeance , bigger better. yep WOW oohhhh nope Double WOW .I loved the old house but this. well simply fantastic, Muscle did most of the work building. OHHHHHHH yep smiling cause its so wonderful how you can build a world from nothing like phoenix rising from the flames . Landscape not completed yet as we dunno what to put there , knowing us it will be wonderful .

still have the fishes and view from room is of the sea

Balcony for dancing and chilling out

entrance to house

Magic never left

Well what a week, you think you can't love somebody anymore and its not possible, then POW in fact DOUBLE POW ,you fall deeper and deeper. Wake up...smile , go to.... sleep smile, in fact dreaming all day and night about the amazing man in my life, Dam writing this and the beam ohhhhhhhhh its big ohhhhhh its massive.

So what we been up to this week , well just spending as much time together as usual never getting enough of each other.Loosing our minds in each other and hearts in all we do

Lala Paradise is having a whole new look, fell out of love with it for a while thinking the place had lost a bit of the magic we even started looking around for new land to buy , both of us wasn't happy there, well happy cause where together but not with our paradise.My lesson I have learnt is not all people are respectful of your privacy and what is around them, Hey I know this is a game but our land is private and to us its a magic place. But the magic is not in the place its in us ,I could live anywhere and be happy as long as I have Muscle at my side the worlds our oyster and boundaries hold no limits.

Then this week happened and boy ohhhhhh boy the magic is there, it just needed to dust to be blown off. So armed with his tool belt honey bear 2 new builds for us, start of the week in the sky ,then end of the week a whole new place under the sea yep that's what I said under the sea. Its still work in progress cause we keep getting side tracked .ohhhhhhh smiling again.

Listening to his heart beat

Looking and dreaming at my honey bear

Catch up

Well whats new in Zena land mmmmmm let me see....... Well nothing changed really busy with hubby as usual enjoying each other company,spending as much time as RL will let us together loving each other and just having a great time . Have been in more contact with friends down at Black hearts having a lot of fun and laughing the hours away its nice to get in touch . Met some new female friends which is always great .
Lala land well fallen a bit out of love with our paradise at the moment , think its lost a bit of magic there since we have been invaded by more people. Im sure it will come back, its crazy really that other people can affect your privacy here and it bothers you.
Ohhhhhh and changed skin , thought to have a change and you know Zena and shopping well this one was a toughie, didn't want to change her look as I kind of like Zena's body and face and didn't want to scare Muscle to much when he logged on and found a stranger in our home and we would have to do all the pictures again . So went on a mission trying on skins laughing a lot with the way I looked, figured out that to get good quality skins then you have to pay the price.I found out that this is one of the most frustrating buys for me on SL .Trying to get the perfect one is bloody hard work , I ended up stressed with a lot of huffs along the way. Didn't help with Winne laughing at me while I throw my toys out of pram . But I found the perfect skin , trouble is I look to perfect more like a doll hehe and it takes time to get used to it but the detail is a lot better.For some strange reason I got a thing about hair at the moment keep changing it , one min Blondie next black then a rainbow every time I walked in to BH I was a different colour totally confused people its great .

Black hair Zena cleaning the floor with new dance moves

showing off her new sexy skin and new Blondie hair

Loosing each other as always me and my

hubby in our own underwater world

Girls giving it large in Black hearts ohhh winne joining in

Love my baby , hes my everything xxx

Shopping Trip

Me and my honey bear went shopping, spoiling me and just blowing linden dollars, was really fantastic and fun. Trying all our buys on and being like kids with new toys . Best bit of the shopping trip the dance at the end. What better way to spend a Saturday shopping and in Muscles arms. I think Muscles got a bit of a problem he loves to shop, really he's worse then me . Naaaaaa he's got some way to go before he gets that bad. This was the first time we had been clothes shopping together, it was so much fun ,think it will become a regular thing, well that's if I don't go on a shopping ban.

Zena & Muscle dressed up in new gear

ohhhhh never enough time when there together

Perfect Date

I write this and I'm smiling , with what precious time we have together over the holidays , my other half never ceases to surprise me . He took me on a magical date , started the night where it all begun for me and him many moons ago. We talked about the journey we had been on . It seems so funny how much we changed . How many U turns we did on our opinion. I met Muscle in SOTB but where it all started I mean when we fell head over heels for each other was Sea Breeze, this place holds a lot of memory's all good for the both of us . We would hide away in each others arms here, forget the world out side and just get lost in each others mind. Dam my smile growing bigger.
We danced and talked before moving on to another place , I found an Ice palace when I was trying to fine the special spot for his Christmas present. Thought I would keep it up my sleeve for when it was needed . Yep now the time to pull it out. Its a great place only trouble was I got harassed by a newbie who wanted to dance , even clicked on to pose ball before Muscle did. Huffed a bit while he followed us round. Muscle was more polite then me;-) sometimes I'm just to straight to the point , but if they don't read profiles then they ask for it. We finished the night at our home. I never forget how much he's in my heart and mind,he always knows how to press the right buttons and send my mind to paradise. He knows my moods and reads me like a book and everyday I fall in love more with my hubby. He picks me up when I am low, flies high with me when my mood has wings .
MMMMMMM OHHHH so loved up dam I'm talking cheese. This was just another perfect night in a long chain of them .

Zena never grows tired of loosing herself in the dance

Has to be a slow dance for honey bear

In the ice palace heating up the place

Perfect place, perfect couple

Under the sea

Well me and Muscle decided to build a little under water world ourselves , armed with his tool belt , my honey bear worked hard to trans form the land. I mopped his brow as he created a great place. Well we started it together but as always one of us like to surprise the other . Muscle finished it off while i was off line . We did go a bit over board with the number of fish , but looks fantastic .He made it in to an amazing place and he even turned himself in to a merman for me. As I said before I love underwater Sim's and he knows this, so what a great surprise for me to log on to . We danced underwater and swam with the fish and the best part of it was its own special place where we can always go ;-). You will find me just sat down there just chilling out, I find it very relaxing in fact I'm writing this while sat undersea ;-)




our very own under water world an amazing build

gurrrrrr me and my merman

dancing under the water

love it when we dance any where . and you should hear whats been said

always keep our heads above water

have to have a kiss ;-) and he don't smell fishy

we thought we wouldn't see much of each other over the holidays but we have managed to see each other as much as we can, its been a great Christmas and i can guarantee it will be an even better New Year .

our Christmas Day

This was one of the most amazing nights of my SL experience , we choose Friday 21st December to open our gifts for each other reason being with our RL you just don't know where your going to be on Christmas day . The build up to the day , well we was like a couple of kids wanting to know what was under the Christmas tree , Zena huffing cause Muscle had put empty boxes under tree , Muscle being curious as I lock myself away in the Lab , but we was good we didn't share until the day . Muscles gifts to me well just simply splendid He got me that much jewellery Mr T would be jealous . I smile as I think to my main present it was very personal and so special ohhhhhhhh and my extra honey bear in case hes not here ;-).I was that excited i forgot to take my camera out and take pics lol.
My gifts to Muscle well one has us rolling on the floor in laughter, I will see if he will let me take a picture its great , one was a personal gift that spoke from my heart which I won't go in to as its just for his eyes and the last present to make the night so special was well........ finished the night of to pure perfection. First I went out , sent him a Tux and told him to wear it , I put a great dress on and TPed to a new place I had found very romantic with fireworks and great dance floor . I tped him over and watched his surprise on this face , Told you muscle loves his slow dances and what better to give him a Christmas gift of a special dance with his special lady in a wonderful place .The night was filled with pure emotion , the gifts where great they meant a lot to the puppet masters behind Zena & Muscle.I smile every time I think of this night, one that will stay in my heart forever.

Fire works above us and amazing place

Loosing each other

having to take a breather from the excitement

Finishing the night off at home

Sunday ride out

what better way to spend a Sunday afternoon .... then a horse ride around the pony trail Sim's. Some strange reason I have been on my own mission this weekend to open up my experiences in SL armed with idea in my head I logged on to see what was out there with horse riding. Suzi was on and at a loose end so she joined me in my madness. First mission to kit myself out , if your going to do the experience then may as well go for the full hog. We bought the full attire Josephus,boots, jacket and even the hat. mmmmmm one thing missing .... horses . Suzi already had one just me to get one. Had to be a white horse, did think about a unicorn but thought naaaaaaa try be normal for a change lol. So I bought white wing (name of my horse) . Around the Sim's we trotted , Was a great day full of laughs & adventure ;-).

zena & suzi suited and booted

Zena & White wing

white wings in love with bessy

zena relxing her legs

Suzi & Zenas having a chit chat

Day out part 2 ( under the sea)

As the Beatles sung......

"I'd like to be under the sea In an octopus' garden in the shade He'd let us in, knows where we've been In his octopus' garden in the shade "

What better then to turn my self in to Ariel ( from the little mermaid just in case you didn't know) and go to the deep deaths of the ocean. First port of call buy myself a tail, 2ND mission had to but an AO mermaid poses so the tail worked , took awhile but I got there . I was still on wind light so thought i would go below the surface, I t simply amazing the scenery looks fantastic the movement of your AV with the override and the tail makes you look like a mermaid. Wow I'm in my element I love under the sea Sims and this one is great.Had to take my prince to see it when he got home, he thought it was just so great we danced under the sea , kissed underthe sea and had a great big huggle. I like to see new places but its always more special when I share it with Muscle

ohhhhhhhh big jelly fish

I think I'm lunch , I'm just a small fry compared to this beast

hello there Mr octopus "how you doing" ;-)

wow neon's simply amazing

Floating in the sea dancing with my baby

Ariel gazing at her prince wow Muscle can hold his breath

well we just coudn't resist each other

ohhSANTA

ohhhhhh Santa you are a cheeky devil getting me on your knee , now can I have a candy cane I have been a good girl I promise (fingers crossed behind my back). I promise I want only one thing for Christmas and if you give me what I want I will stop email spamming and stalking you and muscle will give back Rodolph safe and sound but if you don't the reindeer gets it ;-)

Day out part 1 ( volcano)

Well for some strange reason beyond my control , Zena couldn't get in to Lala land (huff) but hey other things to entertain you while been locked out of home. Decided to have another go on wind light and see how the improvements are going. Armed with a cool LM to a volcano and of course my camera (wouldn't be with out it) I set off on a hike to see what photos I can take ;-)

watch the birdie

looks like i better get out of here

I am the goddess of hell fire

smoking is bad for you health

yep amazing view

from these pics you can see the difference between wind light and normal , the colours are great and the fact you can now change the time of day even better adds to the pleasure of wind light. Get it and try it out for yourself its well worth it

Girl's night out

With my honey bear out and about in RL , Suzi dragged me out for a girls night out both of us needed a girlie night. Well didn't need much arm twisting as I was lost with out Muscle.

The problem we found was trying to find a club with people in me been a bit out of the scene in SL only had old haunts in my landmarks and most of them had gone down hill . But as soon as we got to Voodoo and heard the music yep this was the place to spend the night. Suzi and I are the same age so the music took us back to our late teens and was fantastic most of them younger in the club but we danced and out smarted them all. Raul popped in to say hello before he went on a hot date. I was with my closest friends and have to say apart from a missing feeling I had in my heart cause Muscle not on it was a great night.