CUPID

ohhhh cupid Zena did a wonderful great fantastic job this week. Mission to give Muscle the best ever present yet in SL. I borrowed cupid’s arrows and aimed at Muscles heart .A wonderful fantastic night was the plan to gift him. We celebrated Valentines Day on the 13th running in to the 14th. 13th is a special date to us always as we was partnered on this date in October. I won't go in to much of what I did for my baby just this.
My love was written in the stars for him
Our Love is now embedded on SL for eternity
A question was asked with a fantastic reply
Now I’m not given too much away, your absolutely correct it was our special night and one that I want to keep for us. I may tell you one day how to stop someone dead in there tracks but mmmmmm I be given my secret away .I will say only this, think of an idea a plan of anything, what you would like to do or to gift someone .SL will make all your dreams come true, free your mind and you can always hit heaven every time.

What's Been Going on in Zena World

Wells its been quiet on the blog front for a while, so I guess I better do a catch up of what I been up to, sooooooo mmmm let me think so much to write, dunno where to start. Are you sitting comfy? Mmmm have you got a snack or two? Do you need a drink? I would get them now if I were you because you may be reading for some time. Ok, ok here we go ready for a 10-page essay I promise to breathe in-between but you know me, I can talk for England.
You will always see Three sides to me one an Angel, 2nd the devil and 3rd is me. I have a very mischievous side and a well I love it. Laughter & love is the best medicine in life. They call me a Fallen Angel and I guess there right; most people will always see one side from angel or devil. Privileged people will just see the true me. There is almost two journeys Zena goes on, one with her hubby,one with her friends. Muscle will always be the most important person, friends are important in her life to they always fill the gap of emptiness until my honey bear logs on.

Total lost for Muscle spending as much time as we can together projects have gone on the back burner as we just explore each other all the more. Just simply loving life together and never getting enough of each other. SL relationships never have yet run the test of time well maybe some but very few, I have seen many people get together and many people split. Our relationship has been going on for sometime now and well we already gone throw the average time of a SL relationship. They say its 3 months so mm let me think We met in July got together in September, Partnered on the 12th October now its February and we are still as strong as ever , in fact we are worse then we was. You would think the honeymoon period would be over, Ohhhhhhhh no far from it.

Minds difting off to my honey bear dreaming .......................
Some one becomes an addiction and you just can't get enough, when your body and mind is starved of them for only a few minutes, you start to crave them, your heart yearns and your mind is wired trapped with in a dream and reality wanting and praying for time to run fast only then praying for time to stand still when you are together. Everything around you reminds you of them, smiling, laughing, sunrays warming your face, wetness of the rain as it bounces of your body, shiver down your back. You think to them, your body heats up , your heart is beating fast, your mind becomes a blaze, you try to keep it under control but you can’t a massive beam comes across your face and it lights a room in fact it lights the world . When you think you love someone as much as you can, another feeling comes in to play. You think I’m crazy well maybe your right, I think I’m insane I must be because I have fallen head over heels in love with my Honey Bear; I do it again & again & again.
This is the only person I have ever met who leaves me with no control, I am totally helpless. I know he feels the same, you think things would have calmed down by now but OMG no. Everyday just gets better, yes we have highs & lows but they are always together. We talk about everything the conversation never dries up. It’s now at the point where we say the exact same thing at the same time. Its surreal, we went to look at friends new home .Looking around every time we speak the same thing came out of our mouths I’m sure our friend thinks we are a couple of parrots. When we laugh, tears roll down my face screaming so much my side hurts. When I feel low he wipes the tears from my face and makes the darkness disappear. When he is low, then I take his hand and lead him in to the light .When we are both low then we hold each other squeezing so tight making the devils disappear so the angels can dance.

Spending time with my friend’s, Where ever possible .Laughing so much together, Zena being her normal sarcastic self. I really love to make people laugh and when my mood is high I get on a roll. Cant help it people feed off my mood and when I hear a room laughing with me I know I’m doing a great job. Went pole dancing, you raise an eyebrow and mmmm . Not what you think. 3 friends just having a laugh and yes tears where rolling down my face. Was very funny ohhh we got tips but not from men, just from each other hehe, but it entertained us and passed sometime. I had been helping out friends, shopping and just relaxing. My evil Twin Lace is now a DJ at a club so went to see her there. All the BH crowd is there enjoying the music and the conversation. BH is a great place the only problem is it has restrictions in, with it being a PG sim then you have to watch what you wear, watch what you say and well just be an angle as the room is policed. You laugh and think Zena an angel nope your right, she always gets told off in there and when my evil twin lace is there well normal all hell brakes loose in BH you will always find Lace and I in the thick of it trying to glue our halos back on to our heads before we get caught. To be honest I think the hosts give up on us and just leave us to chaos, but we make people laugh and hey if it brightens us there day then fantastic. There is a gang of us that normally hang out 90% are female and ohhhhhh boy you know you’re in trouble when there is a covet of witches. Men try to pierce the circle only to be slapped down where they stand. Its funny, well just entertainment. You will find me always setting up Caro, mmmm what we have not done to her more the point , lets think what Zena and Lace have done well, we got her married off and had a wedding party night there ohhhh we forgot to tell Caro, mmmm I sold her for 11 camels but had to say no because winne wanted formula one tickets. I have offered her out for rent at 100Lindens for 10 mins, sounds crazy trust me it is. When you walk in to BH and we are all there, just batten down the hatches because chaos rules. We are only ever joking but when people think we are being serious that’s when the fun starts, the bate has been bitten and its time to reel them in .

Judge or be Judged

RL a very sexy pretty lady walks down the road with a short skirt on and low cut top, you turn your head and think yep-pretty lady. Yes thoughts go throw your head but you don’t say them out loud. Keep your thoughts to your self and on your way you go.
SL a very sexy AV walks past you short skirt, top that covers just the part it needs to hide and what go throw your mind… Need to have that, want that. So you don’t keep your options to your self you must tell her so send her an IM. Lets see how it goes

MALE. ……You’re really hot and sexy
FEMALE Thanks
MALE… You know I want to ride that arse
FEMALE. Drop dead

Mmmmmmm you think this is how you get a good response??????. I question it sometimes and wonder why men think with their Dumb sticks more in SL then their brains. Would you ever approach a woman in RL like this, surely would have more manners.
Its funny really makes me laugh because you judge avatar so easy on SL, You are more out spoken and there is no boundaries, girl says no so you move on to the next. It’s simply done.
Now Zena…. Yep she dresses sexy. She likes to look good, likes the best she can buy in SL. Needs to look different from the rest. So men look and always want what they can’t have but what they fail to realise is I may look a bimbo but my mind and my Avatars body belongs to the Puppet master. Yes she could go round sleeping with all Avatars without batting an eyelid, however Zena chooses not to this, ….Why? you ask …. It’s simple it bores me in fact its not my scene at all, yes you experiment when you are first born on to SL I would be lying if I said I didn’t. However I found that my mind and heart needs to be set a light and stimulated to get a response from me and well where do I find that mmmmmmm let me think mind goes to one and only person.
Through my journey from start until now, I changed Zena my personality and believes came throw. Yes it’s only a game but I did bring a part of me in to as time went on.
SL is for fantasies and well if your fantasy is to have no manners and no respect then crack on. Only be ready for the come back, believe me or not we are not all the same on SL we are all individuals behind every avatar lays a mind, a mind that choose there own opinions and response .SL is about freeing your mind and treading water in unknown territories. There is more to SL then just Sex and it saddens me to think people haven’t yet tasted the finer juices of a everlasting flow of nectar.
My friends see me as a sarcastic funny person who always has an answer for everything
Nothing shocks me and well if your rude to me I can bet your bottom dollar there will be the best come back you will ever have and it will never be pretty. I have barriers up so high you could never penetrate my heart. Only one person could ever hurt me , that’s because he sees the true puppet master not only the game.
Does it bother me when people are rude to me? No not at all in fact I find it funny, why funny you ask? Well the fact of the matter is if your brain is so small you have to talk to people like that then I pity you. Some people like to be spoken to like this but a majority will just think you’re a dirty old pervert.

I must stress not all people are like the above , you tend to find its more the newbies , who want to try all. I remeber speaking to a newbie and first question to me was ...... "where do you dance you are so sexy and how much do you charge?" Zena reply ."Not everything in here is for sale , please read profiles". He straight away judged a book from its cover. All he wanted was a women , he asked me for my help I said "sure I will help you find a lady but please speak to me with manners you where born with". He was shocked by my reponse. I talked to him explaining that the best things on life are for free,if you treat ladys in here with repect then they will like you, treat them as an object and you will stay single forever maybe getting lucky from time to time with a newbie. Im glad to say he listened to what I had to say and hey prestto what you know he is now partnered to a lovely Avatar.

Well im getting off my soap box now . with this message.... We are all individuals , we all think and feel. Just remember not everyone will be on SL for the samething you are , repect all and never forget your manners.