Our Night Out

Simply Amazing, what can I say about the picture above, WIndlight at its best . hang on need to rewind to the beginning of the night ............

Took my baby horse riding to an amazing Sim , a fantastic place I came across with Suzi . Its massive and full of great things, you follow the pony trails around the sim . Had a spot of bother with a massive crash for some strange reason when I logged back on I ended up in BH on a horse lol . Well best was to come another part of the Sim I had never seen before and wow amazing. Massive castle, mmmmmm needed exploring , it was really fantastic wanted to know what it would be like to see it on Windlight . I logged back on and one word came out of mouth WOW . Muscle lodged in to windlight and logged on next thing WOW.Time always runs away on SL one min I looked at clock it was 21.00 then next time I looked it was after 2 in the morning.Always the same when I'm with my nearest and dearest. Never enough time in the world for us to have.With windlight its like looking at SL Sims in different vision soooooo need to go back and re-visit Sims that I thought was amazing ,I bet they will be just fantastic with these new glasses on.

Zena talking to the animals

Amazing front of castle

Zena and White Wing

Arms of my baby , loving the view and loving him

Date With The Devil

Setting the mood , creating the perfect date...... yep anything is possible . Zena with a thought in her mind how to make her man smile from the first min of his arrival........ what to do ..what to do...... OH let me think mind goes in to check list mode. Muscles loves his angel , loves his slow dance, loves waterfalls, loves spending time with his lady and just relaxing soooooo the mission is set .

Now for the wardrobe mmmmmm nope not formals tonight lets be different rummaging throw her wardrobe . oh yep yep ..

Then the scene ... I know lets do a search mmmmmmm what for? dunno, lets just try a word and see where it takes me. oh yep yep found it perfect.

Looks at time dam baby due home soon.... oh need to get changed ready tick tock tick time waits for no man.

Ohhhhh you may think I'm totally crazy and yep you will be spot on . But then again this is SL so not crazy just opening up my mind and letting dreams and fantasies run wild.


Fallen angel waits for her Devil prince in a fantastic place, sends a Tp over to him asking him to come and dance with her in a heavenly garden. Wow his beam yep great. Mission accomplished.


I love putting a smile on Muscles face, to feel his mood fly high sends mine off the scale. My mind has been in RL most of the time this week, RL been busy and tiredness set in but muscle always there everyday to make the stress go away and to lift my mood to another height. Friday came RL stress gone, focused on my honey bear and how to thank him for being there when I needed him .

Dancing in my babies arms, best way to start the day

Safe in Muscles arms all calm all relaxed

Angle kissing the Devil filling him full of heaven

Zenas Loves for Muscle

Sometimes at night, when I look to the sky,

I start thinking of you and then ask myself, why?

Why do I love you? I think and smile,

because I know the list could run on for miles.

The whisper of your voice, the warmth of your touch,

so many little things that make me love you so much.

The way you support me, and help with my emotions,

the way that you care and show such devotion.

The way that your kiss, fills me with desire,

and how you hold me with the warmth of a blazing fire.

The way your eyes shine when you look at me,

lost with you forever is where I want to be.

The way that I feel when you're by my side,

a sense of completion and overflowing pride.

The dreams that I dream, that all involve you,

the possibilities I see and the things we can do.

How you finish the puzzle that lies inside my heart,

how that deep in my soul, you are the most important part.

I could go on for days, telling of what I feel,

but all you really must know is my love for you is real.

Emotions

SL emotions can be like a normal sinus rhythm going in to VF (Ventricular fibrillation). One minute hearts normal , maybe moods kind of still but ticking along next minute it plummets in to despair causing heart to go in to a crazy rhythm.Its crazy to think that SL is game. Emotions and feelings play a big part .
Me and Muscle beat as one,sounds crazy but you can really read peoples moods on SL, you feel them ,in the way they talk the words they use just the way they feel towards you. I love muscle with all my heart he is my everything , when he crashes I soon follow. Its a roller coaster in its self, one min mood can be stable, then so fast out of control in to another dimension. Dam before you know it your hearts in your hand feels like it has been ripped out and unsure what to do about it. Your fate lies in the hands of another human and you have no control over the out come , you just have to fasten your seat belts and hang on for the ride.
I have realised that my emotions have no defence, stripped naked by the love and the way I feel .My faces are all gone and he sees the true me,it scares me to think that someone can get so close and make me feel this way.I'm left vulnerable to all types emotional feelings we have for each other, highs are fantastic but lows are the pits of hell.
I'm glad to say we don't have many of these nights, no body's perfect if we all was then the world would be a boring place. Moods and emotions are what make us humans, they build us in to who we are . Shut them off and you just exist let them run there own course and you will have the best ever feelings but the worst ever nightmares.

Business or Fun

To do business or not to do business?....that is the question
When does SL stop being a dream and become part of your working life.Do you want to have a job in SL like RL working to dead lines.
This week Muscle was offered a great thing to buy one of his creations as we are a team both went to have a chit chat with the buyer. He wants to sell Muscles creation in his shop. OH yep sounds wonderful .Having someone like what you have designed is a fantastic feeling. The man was soooo pushy almost desperate to have the design. We said we would think about it and get back to him. Now you would think that the gent would wait for us. Nope he pushed,pushed and pushed ,he knew what he wanted and nothing going to get in his way, au contraire it was our dreams and believes that was to stop him. Why you ask , why we not sell . well here is my answer ......SL is for fun , a dream world where you forget your RL just for a few hours . Building is fun, creating is fun and when we do both together that's me and muscle we love it . We do it at our own pace no rush .when you have to create things on demand with dead lines then it becomes monotonous, enjoyment is taken out and before you know it your SL becomes a second job .
My SL is built around my life with Muscle, we live and breath for each other , we do things together our relationship is the most important thing.We come first and what ever we build or not build will always be at our own speed. We do think to sell maybe in the future , but Rome wasn't built in a day and if it happens well great and if not still great.
That what this man didn't realise , he is on SL to work, which is great every mans journey on SL is different but what does annoy me is the pushing . Not taking No for an answer,not listening to what we was saying .He had a vision and nothing but nothing was going to stop him. I wouldn't have done business with him in the end up as I personally didn't like his attitude .The way I work is push me and my heels dig in and my answer will always be no.

whole new world

"A whole new world A new fantastic point of view No one to tell us no Or where to go Or say we're only dreaming"............ohhhhhhh yep I'm singing .

What can I say Lala land back with a vengeance , bigger better. yep WOW oohhhh nope Double WOW .I loved the old house but this. well simply fantastic, Muscle did most of the work building. OHHHHHHH yep smiling cause its so wonderful how you can build a world from nothing like phoenix rising from the flames . Landscape not completed yet as we dunno what to put there , knowing us it will be wonderful .

still have the fishes and view from room is of the sea

Balcony for dancing and chilling out

entrance to house

Magic never left

Well what a week, you think you can't love somebody anymore and its not possible, then POW in fact DOUBLE POW ,you fall deeper and deeper. Wake up...smile , go to.... sleep smile, in fact dreaming all day and night about the amazing man in my life, Dam writing this and the beam ohhhhhhhhh its big ohhhhhh its massive.

So what we been up to this week , well just spending as much time together as usual never getting enough of each other.Loosing our minds in each other and hearts in all we do

Lala Paradise is having a whole new look, fell out of love with it for a while thinking the place had lost a bit of the magic we even started looking around for new land to buy , both of us wasn't happy there, well happy cause where together but not with our paradise.My lesson I have learnt is not all people are respectful of your privacy and what is around them, Hey I know this is a game but our land is private and to us its a magic place. But the magic is not in the place its in us ,I could live anywhere and be happy as long as I have Muscle at my side the worlds our oyster and boundaries hold no limits.

Then this week happened and boy ohhhhhh boy the magic is there, it just needed to dust to be blown off. So armed with his tool belt honey bear 2 new builds for us, start of the week in the sky ,then end of the week a whole new place under the sea yep that's what I said under the sea. Its still work in progress cause we keep getting side tracked .ohhhhhhh smiling again.

Listening to his heart beat

Looking and dreaming at my honey bear

Catch up

Well whats new in Zena land mmmmmm let me see....... Well nothing changed really busy with hubby as usual enjoying each other company,spending as much time as RL will let us together loving each other and just having a great time . Have been in more contact with friends down at Black hearts having a lot of fun and laughing the hours away its nice to get in touch . Met some new female friends which is always great .
Lala land well fallen a bit out of love with our paradise at the moment , think its lost a bit of magic there since we have been invaded by more people. Im sure it will come back, its crazy really that other people can affect your privacy here and it bothers you.
Ohhhhhh and changed skin , thought to have a change and you know Zena and shopping well this one was a toughie, didn't want to change her look as I kind of like Zena's body and face and didn't want to scare Muscle to much when he logged on and found a stranger in our home and we would have to do all the pictures again . So went on a mission trying on skins laughing a lot with the way I looked, figured out that to get good quality skins then you have to pay the price.I found out that this is one of the most frustrating buys for me on SL .Trying to get the perfect one is bloody hard work , I ended up stressed with a lot of huffs along the way. Didn't help with Winne laughing at me while I throw my toys out of pram . But I found the perfect skin , trouble is I look to perfect more like a doll hehe and it takes time to get used to it but the detail is a lot better.For some strange reason I got a thing about hair at the moment keep changing it , one min Blondie next black then a rainbow every time I walked in to BH I was a different colour totally confused people its great .

Black hair Zena cleaning the floor with new dance moves

showing off her new sexy skin and new Blondie hair

Loosing each other as always me and my

hubby in our own underwater world

Girls giving it large in Black hearts ohhh winne joining in

Love my baby , hes my everything xxx