ILLUSIONS

SL is full of hopes, dreams and fantasy's......all that we can't do in RL, SL gives you the tools to at least try them . Helps you to live in fantasy and taste forbidden fruit .

But what if you cross SL in to RL what happens?.

You meet some amazing people on SL , some really touch your heart. You feel when there sad,you feel when there happy. Would the friendships really work in RL? or are we all just crazies pushed together in this world we love and understand because RL peeps sometimes can't even begin to feel what SL is . They look as you as if your a fruit loop and ready for the funny farm if you begin to try explain what SL means to you. When talking to other SL folks, most are on your wave length understand the highs and lows, so I guess we are almost thrown together and friendships are then bonded. I personally have met some great people and can call them close friends in SL , friends that you know if SL closed you will still be in contact throw email or another way this weird wonderful world of cyber space allows you to do. People from across the world that would have been impossible to meet in RL are now consider one of your closes friends , who you tell private and personal feelings to , I guess in the old days we called these pen pals with today's technology its all been supped up and hey SL is born.

sooooooooooo my question is can you cross SL feelings cross in to RL ?

You feel love, you can taste it in SL, when you fall head over heals in love with someone on SL your heart feels all, you feel attraction,desire, protection , addiction .

SL partnerships - 3 months is the average time of a sl partnership , I have seen it first hands as I gone to more then one of my friends weddings to few different people ,is this the game play in SL? , I mean its natural progression you always want more ,if boundaries have been set and SL stays in SL then its only natural that SL relationships will fail if one wants more then the other. There is only so much fantasy you can do with a person before you reach the end. Then its to the next person to taste all the fantasy's again just at a different angle. We feel the heart break when its over but SL hearts seem to heal a lot quicker then RL, is this because you only live the dreams in your mind? I know we feel the feelings but we have sort of built walls up around our heart , yes we feel heart break, the heart wrench and everything but yet we log back on the next day to start again.

sooooooo what about Muscle & I, are we different? and what makes us different?. Answer is simple ......Well we took the game play out and let SL cross in to RL slowly ,natural progression took over and our love grew more & more in both worlds .Are we happy ? well what can I say he's my everything in both worlds . Sounds crazy and impossible but its the truth . The only sad thing is that my feelings towards SL have slightly changed I guess an illusion has been broken and reality has kicked in . but wait this is not a bad thing because oooooooooo mind goes to my baby . I wouldn't want it any other way . I have been given a great gift and I thank SL for giving it to me . Big pat on your back SL and a massive gold star!!!!!!!

Whats Zena's future in SL? At the moment im just going with the flow, spending a lot less time in SL then I had been doing, trying to find my feet again and understanding my belonging in SL. oooooo it sounds sad but I'm not , I'm just creating a new journey for me to go on, I miss my friends and will always catch up where I can but I will take RL over SL every time. Muscle & Zena journey well what can I say there living a fairy tale and well every fairy tale always ends with them famous 3 words HAPPY EVER AFTER.

Goodbye Friend

( OUR CRAZY ASS NIGHT AT BH)

To say goodbye to a dear friend in SL , is sad . RL has taken you back for a Happy ever After, my close friend Suzi is no more. Suzi I know you left a month ago, you are missed honey with your crazy life and your laughter. I will never forget the laughs we shared and the journey we went on at the start of our SL life .We both went in two different directions ,but always managed to say ello and catch up. Suzi you will always be on my friends list , if you ever desire to return to this crazy world we know and love, there is always a place for you .I hope you get all out of RL you desire, you deserve it Hun . xx

Suzi Carlberg B. 21/7/2007 D. 30/4/2008

Small Catch Up

Yes I'm still alive just a busy busy bumble bee , time flies when your having fun .Before you know it weeks turn in to months ,so thought its about time you all see whats been going on in my wibble wobbly world.

Muscle and I have opened our own business up in SL , our very own studio for photos, yep yep its great .Really taken off .We work at our own speed doing what we love .The great thing is we do it together at our own pace , no hassle from anyone , just go with the flow. We decided to do this to add new interest in our SL journey , we have managed to balance our life and the work life together so both worlds are happy . Work must be stress free as this is SL , no need for stress here, there is enough in RL work without bring it into second life . I want to enjoy and taste all life in SL not get bogged down with running a business , remembering the important thing is the first priority . We did toy with the idea of working before ,decided against it as we was worried it would affect our time e have together

Hosting

Some months ago you will have read I tried hosting at Black Hearts , well I decided it wasn't for me as it messed with mine and muscles time together , the rules where also hard to follow . I have now taken back up hosting 2 sessions a week at Zone out. Its great I get to spend time with my friends , act crazy and have loads of fun .I love it . The pay is just on tips ,I don't mind this as its not the money what draws me to doing it but the fun,laughter and enjoyment i get out of hosting .I work from 3-6 am Saturdays & Sundays.Benn having a few weekends off as my Rl holiday kicked in, I will be back hosting soon.

Space

oooooooo new Sim new challenge space travel , this is a great Sim to go and see its a sort of role play Sim where you have to get dressed up in a space suit .You get to fly all in different space ships as you travel around and visit places ,also there are different types of suits to try on they are all free , this is what makes it great.There are 5 different areas , you work it out from the map you receive each stage is different from the other from a police station to a pirate station we choose to dress up as the police and ride around in a cop spaceship all in the name of fun. its a place worth seeing.Don't forget to pick up your free stuff as you go along .

Speed Demon

I feel the need......... The need for speed.....

OOOOOOOOOO Zena has new toys . Yep now I am a speed demon ,faster then the speed of light, blink and you may miss me. Nope to be honest I'm not so good at riding the bike but I'm getting there . Off we went to the speed way ,with our bikes in our inventory our mission to but the peddle to the metal and ride like the wing around the track , crashed a few times , good thing with SL is you can't break a bone . We then went on to racing cars wow what fun racing each other and against other peeps on. Yep yep it was great and a must do in your SL life.

Gadgets & Gizmo's

OOOOOOOOOOOOOO Zena's favourite things on SL , I louvres me gadgets . Yep yep . Attach something to your self or changing your AV in to something totally weird it fantastic. SL is second life soooooooo why be normal , then again define normal cause I ant got a clue what that word means. Shopping around looking for stuff that is fun , checking out the new play thing you can find.


I also enjoy visual things , I like to search high and low for things to surprise Muscle. I thought the fire work and the sky writer was out of this world until I found our psychedelic ball and our Holodeck . Ok you reading this and scratching your head, thinking what the hell is she on about , well let me explain ooooo and show you pictures. The psychedelic ball is a massive sphere where I we can dance and chill out , it has particles flying around and looks like its something form the 60s , like you have been on an acid trip . Its fun and fantastic , Lace had one and as soon as I saw it my mind went in to I want mode . I knew Muscle would love it , yep I was right left him gob smacked .

Zena in the sphere

I really didn't think I could top the ball ,I was wrong. Next came the holodeck, Bubba was the first to show me what a holodeck was,I saw, I wanted . The Holodeck is a huge block you go inside , you can load different scene in it , makes you think you are really there its fantastic very relaxing. Had to get my honey bear one for a surprise.

Zena walking on water

Zena in the desert

Next on to my many different avatars, I love changing in to different animals ,why stay in a human form when you can run like a cheetah, hop like a bunny and pounce like a cat. SL lets you be anything you like .ohhhhh and dress up Zena loves playing dress up

Zena in her cheetah AV

Zena as cute tiny pony , be careful, dont stand down wind ,pony has bad wind

awww so cute but this Beaming bunny bites

OHHHHH then there's just gadgets that make you laugh so much, Muscle & I had so much fun attaching things to ourselves. Somethings are just so funny, it make you laugh what people design for SL is crazy . Playing with light sabers, attaching different animations on to see what they do. I even took Muscle shopping giving him a wheel barrow ride,so funny to watch ,had me in stitches.This is what makes SL so great to be able to play like kids ,laugh and just have soooo much fun with no drama why take your second life so serious, when it can be so fun . I lurrrrrrve my SL life.

Muscle & Zena dead after light saber fight

Chilling out in lala land with my rubber duckie

Muscle giving Zena a wheel barrow ride

Trying out me giving wheel barrow ride to Muscle I get side tracked and take him shopping .

Confusion

Confusion and miss interpretation sets in this week , last two weeks in RL have been no less then chaos, trying to spend as much time as we can together, trying to beat the tiredness to just spend that second with your love one.



Realising you both have the same goal on what you want , but your mind puts a different spin on it. The words you read on the screen computes in to totally different things in your own mind. Then your mind ticks as you read the words wrong on the screen and confusion sets in . Both of us mean the same thing just coming from different directions. Bickering starts as you try to understand what each other is trying to say. Maybe its because we spent less time together then usual . When we do get back in to our stride its the best thing ever, thinking the same, heart beating as one, minds being lost in each other,however when we are out of sync tempers fray and miss interpretation sets in.


You can't be perfect and agree in all your thoughts, if you was always on the same wave length and think the same , wouldn't it be boring?. I know both have a fiery temper this is a fact, anyone really knows me can see the fire in me. We both have our own way of thinking ,both not wrong in the way our minds work just different. To try and understand what the the other is saying , listening and understanding is the best thing we can do, not to change the other ones minds set, just learn how each others works.

To step back , look at what was said . remembering the focus and the goal you both have brings it back on track . Talk through what happened , just to lean more about the other.

My mood has been flat , not high,not low just flat .RL issues knocked the stuffing out of me,when I am with my friends its different on SL because I can but the crazy Zena face on and forget what is going on in my own mind . When I am with Muscle he reads me like a book and senses my mood , I try to say all OK , but he knows ,this confuses him and tries to work out why . I know my own mind I can read in to situations wrong,I started to thinks of..... IF..WHATS and WHYS, negatives not positives. When our moods fly ,wow we are off the scale. When one of us is low dam hell has opened its gates, when one of us is flat then confusion sets in on both parts.

Its all a leaning curve , to stop to understand then you are giving up on a dream, however to try and understand the other, accept the other ones view , listening and talking , learning something new from each other is all part of becoming stronger and stronger .

Easter

WHATS UP DOC???????

Sexy bunny rabbits invade SL , yep yep its that time where we can all be big kids again. Can't give Easter Eggs out on SL , well I suppose you can but you cant eat them . So dressed as a bunny, I hop from club to club wishing a Happy Easter to one and all. Shaking my bunny tail with my friends. We got Sugar Daddy dressed in pink even Jose joined in on the fun and games.

SEXY BUNNIES

Friends

Boundaries is the first one and most important , making sure they are set so no one miss communicates what you are all about on SL. There are 2 boundaries I have set .RL is RL ,SL is SL some friends who you get close to,you let them in a little and talk about RL issues ,some friends you play the game with and keep it to SL .
I will always be there for my friends on SL , most of them have been there from the start and watched me bloom in to the flower I have become . I hate to see them down, we are like a little family and sometimes im more of a big sister to them then they are to me, its swings and roundabouts I know if I shout they will be there for me.
When you first come on SL you want everyone as your friends , this slows down as you learn the true meaning of SL friendships,you stop taking friendships at face value. I personally only take friendships now when I have known them for a while. I have a lot more female friends , I really didn't think I could meet a great bunch.

My friends circle has totally changed.
I said goodbye to a lot of people when I partnered Muscle, that's because I could only ever offer friendship. Lot of friends couldn't understand what friendship meant, So that was goodbye. Then I had friends that tagged along for a while waiting in the darkness , waiting to pounce at the first sign of Muscle & I breaking up well no sign of that so yep goodbye.Then there's just friends you just grow apart from, you become ships in the night almost out growing each other, I guess that's just the way of life.
Sooooooo looking at my friends list now it was some new faces. Winne alias Sugar Daddy , Raul & Suzi still there think we will probably grow old together in SL. Winne still my dancing bud and looks out for me when I am in the club you will find us in a trio Zena, Winne & Lace. Raul ....well he is still the stud muffin he has always been , no women is safe (apart from me) we catch up sometimes if we have a spare minute but sadly not like we used to . Suzi well she had her own journey to go throw we don't talk like we used to but we both know we are there if needed, I will always be there for her.
My new friends ...... Really good bunch , they remember what SL is all about,they know how to have fun and laugh. I met these after Muscle & I had partnered . The boundary was already set for them, they all understand that I have a partner and never push me in to anything else. My friends are all about fun, lace is my sexy twin shes great , makes me laugh so much to the point I nearly pee my pants . No drama just a bunch of us having a laughing and having a lot of fun.You always get the ones who take SL far to serious they forget what there funny bone is for.
This weekend was party weekend , it was great the terrible trio causing chaos as usual , Jose who is also a great friend joins in when he can, you will tend to see Zena & Lace picking on the males a little but its all in the name of fun ,they love it really, always come back for more.We are not not bad just a little naughty and cheeky I can guarantee you we will always lighten up your day and make you laugh .

Pool Party

ST PATRICKS DAY PARTY

SUGAR DADDY & SEXY TWINS

I DO

The biggest U -turn of my SL life. YEP YEP......... Muscle & Zena gets married .

OMG don't drop on the floor.

What can I say changed my mind. well not in so many ways really. Didn't want a big affair. We wanted to make it very private. No one was there apart for us. We made a special place in Lala land for us to say some special words ,dressed up in the gear.I still have strong views on getting married in SL , I really don't believe in all the mumbo jumbo. We partnered 5 months ago, we are as still very much lost in love with each other everyday I wake up and thank the heavens for me finding my soulmate . I always classed Muscle as my hubby as he does me his wife nothing really has changed apart from knowing I will always be with him at his side, hand in hand riding this crazy worlds roller coaster we know and love .

Friday 7th March Muscle and Zena tied the Knot .

It was a very special night full of the greatest affections and love . Muscle made me something very special one of a kind in SL. He made my ring. Yes your right I am not saying much about our special night , what can I say...... We did our own thing, not comply with what the crowd follows and expects . A wedding can mean different things to different people. You can have the biggest party of your SL life or the smallest party. We choose to have a party and celebration for 2 full of the greatest words and perfection for both of us. xxxxxx

Lala land on the move

Old Lala land in all its glory

Yep yep we are on the move. Packed all up and said goodbye to our old land and move to a corner plot where we can have the full sunset. We had just got Lala sorted and complete in to heaven , then next thing we move and start all over a again.
Day one….. Zena spots the plot of land, decides she must have and she needs. Muscle the voice of reason talks her in to thinking logic. Yep she does for about ohhhhh 5 mins then side tracks in to I want mode. We have 4000sm of land and we live on ohhhhhhh about a 3ed of that. The rest well just Zena muscle creating wonderful surroundings. The plot of land for sale was double the amount and yep he’s right we don’t need anymore land the size we have is big enough for us two.
Day Two …… Muscle tells Zena we can swap the plot of land, he had spoken to the land manager Tex she agreed to half the plot for sale and swap our land for the corner we both always wanted a corner plot so sale agreed, we both said goodbye to our home and packed everything away. Moved on to new land with a complete blank canvas. Minds ticking away on what to build. We stood there for a while unsure where to start. Muscle taking control of building the house, Zena the surroundings.
Day Three……… Lala land looking better then ever the jigsaw pieces slowly coming together .Bit by bit prim by prim Lala land starts to shine in all its splendour.

We have learnt a lot in building and creating, every time we take it back to the beginning and build from scratch we seem to it bigger and better. The first time we build total chaos, needing everything on the land. As time goes on and you pick up different tips on building and creating you become more focused on prim counts and understanding the way thing works. Looking back from old house to new house .Wow what a change .Pats Zena and Muscle on the back for a job well done

New plot of land

slowly lala land gets pieced together

Lala land looking good

Giant Snail Race

Ready steady go…….. and there off…..
A night at the races SL style……Dog racing? Nope ...Horse racing? Ermmmmmm nope
Only in the world of SL you can go and watch giant snails. Yep yep you read it right, I will say it again in cause you miss heard me Giant Snail Racing. Muscle and I was introduced to the crazy racing on SL TV. Watch it for a bit while flicking channels. Muscle surprised me by taking me to watch the races while it happened. Two words can totally describe it Total Carnage. Chaos in the making, your eyes all over the shot as you pick the colour snail you choose to win. Its crazy to watch and funny . Its one of them must see to believe it. The snails are avatars changed in to snails. Its very funny to watch but has lag issues . The sim crashed while we was there, really its is chaos you have to listen to the voice feed to find out what is going on.When you sit on the bench , this is the colour of the snail you want to win. The bench follows the race for you it helps you keep up.See for your self, you will roll on floor laughing .

Muscle and Zena wait for the race to start

Zena & Mucle trying to follow the race

CUPID

ohhhh cupid Zena did a wonderful great fantastic job this week. Mission to give Muscle the best ever present yet in SL. I borrowed cupid’s arrows and aimed at Muscles heart .A wonderful fantastic night was the plan to gift him. We celebrated Valentines Day on the 13th running in to the 14th. 13th is a special date to us always as we was partnered on this date in October. I won't go in to much of what I did for my baby just this.
My love was written in the stars for him
Our Love is now embedded on SL for eternity
A question was asked with a fantastic reply
Now I’m not given too much away, your absolutely correct it was our special night and one that I want to keep for us. I may tell you one day how to stop someone dead in there tracks but mmmmmm I be given my secret away .I will say only this, think of an idea a plan of anything, what you would like to do or to gift someone .SL will make all your dreams come true, free your mind and you can always hit heaven every time.

What's Been Going on in Zena World

Wells its been quiet on the blog front for a while, so I guess I better do a catch up of what I been up to, sooooooo mmmm let me think so much to write, dunno where to start. Are you sitting comfy? Mmmm have you got a snack or two? Do you need a drink? I would get them now if I were you because you may be reading for some time. Ok, ok here we go ready for a 10-page essay I promise to breathe in-between but you know me, I can talk for England.
You will always see Three sides to me one an Angel, 2nd the devil and 3rd is me. I have a very mischievous side and a well I love it. Laughter & love is the best medicine in life. They call me a Fallen Angel and I guess there right; most people will always see one side from angel or devil. Privileged people will just see the true me. There is almost two journeys Zena goes on, one with her hubby,one with her friends. Muscle will always be the most important person, friends are important in her life to they always fill the gap of emptiness until my honey bear logs on.

Total lost for Muscle spending as much time as we can together projects have gone on the back burner as we just explore each other all the more. Just simply loving life together and never getting enough of each other. SL relationships never have yet run the test of time well maybe some but very few, I have seen many people get together and many people split. Our relationship has been going on for sometime now and well we already gone throw the average time of a SL relationship. They say its 3 months so mm let me think We met in July got together in September, Partnered on the 12th October now its February and we are still as strong as ever , in fact we are worse then we was. You would think the honeymoon period would be over, Ohhhhhhhh no far from it.

Minds difting off to my honey bear dreaming .......................
Some one becomes an addiction and you just can't get enough, when your body and mind is starved of them for only a few minutes, you start to crave them, your heart yearns and your mind is wired trapped with in a dream and reality wanting and praying for time to run fast only then praying for time to stand still when you are together. Everything around you reminds you of them, smiling, laughing, sunrays warming your face, wetness of the rain as it bounces of your body, shiver down your back. You think to them, your body heats up , your heart is beating fast, your mind becomes a blaze, you try to keep it under control but you can’t a massive beam comes across your face and it lights a room in fact it lights the world . When you think you love someone as much as you can, another feeling comes in to play. You think I’m crazy well maybe your right, I think I’m insane I must be because I have fallen head over heels in love with my Honey Bear; I do it again & again & again.
This is the only person I have ever met who leaves me with no control, I am totally helpless. I know he feels the same, you think things would have calmed down by now but OMG no. Everyday just gets better, yes we have highs & lows but they are always together. We talk about everything the conversation never dries up. It’s now at the point where we say the exact same thing at the same time. Its surreal, we went to look at friends new home .Looking around every time we speak the same thing came out of our mouths I’m sure our friend thinks we are a couple of parrots. When we laugh, tears roll down my face screaming so much my side hurts. When I feel low he wipes the tears from my face and makes the darkness disappear. When he is low, then I take his hand and lead him in to the light .When we are both low then we hold each other squeezing so tight making the devils disappear so the angels can dance.

Spending time with my friend’s, Where ever possible .Laughing so much together, Zena being her normal sarcastic self. I really love to make people laugh and when my mood is high I get on a roll. Cant help it people feed off my mood and when I hear a room laughing with me I know I’m doing a great job. Went pole dancing, you raise an eyebrow and mmmm . Not what you think. 3 friends just having a laugh and yes tears where rolling down my face. Was very funny ohhh we got tips but not from men, just from each other hehe, but it entertained us and passed sometime. I had been helping out friends, shopping and just relaxing. My evil Twin Lace is now a DJ at a club so went to see her there. All the BH crowd is there enjoying the music and the conversation. BH is a great place the only problem is it has restrictions in, with it being a PG sim then you have to watch what you wear, watch what you say and well just be an angle as the room is policed. You laugh and think Zena an angel nope your right, she always gets told off in there and when my evil twin lace is there well normal all hell brakes loose in BH you will always find Lace and I in the thick of it trying to glue our halos back on to our heads before we get caught. To be honest I think the hosts give up on us and just leave us to chaos, but we make people laugh and hey if it brightens us there day then fantastic. There is a gang of us that normally hang out 90% are female and ohhhhhh boy you know you’re in trouble when there is a covet of witches. Men try to pierce the circle only to be slapped down where they stand. Its funny, well just entertainment. You will find me always setting up Caro, mmmm what we have not done to her more the point , lets think what Zena and Lace have done well, we got her married off and had a wedding party night there ohhhh we forgot to tell Caro, mmmm I sold her for 11 camels but had to say no because winne wanted formula one tickets. I have offered her out for rent at 100Lindens for 10 mins, sounds crazy trust me it is. When you walk in to BH and we are all there, just batten down the hatches because chaos rules. We are only ever joking but when people think we are being serious that’s when the fun starts, the bate has been bitten and its time to reel them in .

Judge or be Judged

RL a very sexy pretty lady walks down the road with a short skirt on and low cut top, you turn your head and think yep-pretty lady. Yes thoughts go throw your head but you don’t say them out loud. Keep your thoughts to your self and on your way you go.
SL a very sexy AV walks past you short skirt, top that covers just the part it needs to hide and what go throw your mind… Need to have that, want that. So you don’t keep your options to your self you must tell her so send her an IM. Lets see how it goes

MALE. ……You’re really hot and sexy
FEMALE Thanks
MALE… You know I want to ride that arse
FEMALE. Drop dead

Mmmmmmm you think this is how you get a good response??????. I question it sometimes and wonder why men think with their Dumb sticks more in SL then their brains. Would you ever approach a woman in RL like this, surely would have more manners.
Its funny really makes me laugh because you judge avatar so easy on SL, You are more out spoken and there is no boundaries, girl says no so you move on to the next. It’s simply done.
Now Zena…. Yep she dresses sexy. She likes to look good, likes the best she can buy in SL. Needs to look different from the rest. So men look and always want what they can’t have but what they fail to realise is I may look a bimbo but my mind and my Avatars body belongs to the Puppet master. Yes she could go round sleeping with all Avatars without batting an eyelid, however Zena chooses not to this, ….Why? you ask …. It’s simple it bores me in fact its not my scene at all, yes you experiment when you are first born on to SL I would be lying if I said I didn’t. However I found that my mind and heart needs to be set a light and stimulated to get a response from me and well where do I find that mmmmmmm let me think mind goes to one and only person.
Through my journey from start until now, I changed Zena my personality and believes came throw. Yes it’s only a game but I did bring a part of me in to as time went on.
SL is for fantasies and well if your fantasy is to have no manners and no respect then crack on. Only be ready for the come back, believe me or not we are not all the same on SL we are all individuals behind every avatar lays a mind, a mind that choose there own opinions and response .SL is about freeing your mind and treading water in unknown territories. There is more to SL then just Sex and it saddens me to think people haven’t yet tasted the finer juices of a everlasting flow of nectar.
My friends see me as a sarcastic funny person who always has an answer for everything
Nothing shocks me and well if your rude to me I can bet your bottom dollar there will be the best come back you will ever have and it will never be pretty. I have barriers up so high you could never penetrate my heart. Only one person could ever hurt me , that’s because he sees the true puppet master not only the game.
Does it bother me when people are rude to me? No not at all in fact I find it funny, why funny you ask? Well the fact of the matter is if your brain is so small you have to talk to people like that then I pity you. Some people like to be spoken to like this but a majority will just think you’re a dirty old pervert.

I must stress not all people are like the above , you tend to find its more the newbies , who want to try all. I remeber speaking to a newbie and first question to me was ...... "where do you dance you are so sexy and how much do you charge?" Zena reply ."Not everything in here is for sale , please read profiles". He straight away judged a book from its cover. All he wanted was a women , he asked me for my help I said "sure I will help you find a lady but please speak to me with manners you where born with". He was shocked by my reponse. I talked to him explaining that the best things on life are for free,if you treat ladys in here with repect then they will like you, treat them as an object and you will stay single forever maybe getting lucky from time to time with a newbie. Im glad to say he listened to what I had to say and hey prestto what you know he is now partnered to a lovely Avatar.

Well im getting off my soap box now . with this message.... We are all individuals , we all think and feel. Just remember not everyone will be on SL for the samething you are , repect all and never forget your manners.

Our Night Out

Simply Amazing, what can I say about the picture above, WIndlight at its best . hang on need to rewind to the beginning of the night ............

Took my baby horse riding to an amazing Sim , a fantastic place I came across with Suzi . Its massive and full of great things, you follow the pony trails around the sim . Had a spot of bother with a massive crash for some strange reason when I logged back on I ended up in BH on a horse lol . Well best was to come another part of the Sim I had never seen before and wow amazing. Massive castle, mmmmmm needed exploring , it was really fantastic wanted to know what it would be like to see it on Windlight . I logged back on and one word came out of mouth WOW . Muscle lodged in to windlight and logged on next thing WOW.Time always runs away on SL one min I looked at clock it was 21.00 then next time I looked it was after 2 in the morning.Always the same when I'm with my nearest and dearest. Never enough time in the world for us to have.With windlight its like looking at SL Sims in different vision soooooo need to go back and re-visit Sims that I thought was amazing ,I bet they will be just fantastic with these new glasses on.

Zena talking to the animals

Amazing front of castle

Zena and White Wing

Arms of my baby , loving the view and loving him